Yesterday was ... well, i cant describe in a single word. Jedi and i went to campus together.. and on our way, well, i'm having a great time with him. He was being nice and all, then suddenly something happened.. he started his ritual 'bad mood coz i'm not being straight' thing.. he want to go back to campus after lunch, and i was like being force to said 'ok'. Phew.. then we had lunch at McD Kemang, and that was a great time too!! We laugh and just having a good time together, he sniffed my shoulder (one of my favourite thing from him). After that we got back to campus, and i was willing to meet some people there2. But when we finally wanna go home, i found out that he bring his friends with him.. and i thought.. 'wait a minute!! he told me that he wanna take me to church!? and now he got all his gangs with him?!' but becoz of what he said about 'do u wanna make me happy today? cant i be happy today?' .. so i decide to put on my biggest smile, took a deep breath and join the team.. It turns out, they were heading to plaza senayan, and after that, he almost wanna put me in the bus stop to church!! i just cant believe that!! i was so sad and felt lonely and abandoned.. oh yeah!! almost forgot! before that, i was typing a message to elisa, i was whinning about his behaviour, and Jedi just cant help himself not to read it.. i said no, and he started to hit the gas and made that little blue car almost flying through the buses!! he was being physically rude.. and he kept on saying that i put him in pain.. btw, he knows that i change his email options.. but i simply dont care. and now, he didnt even pick up my phone! Yesterday was all ruined just becoz of a stupid sms!!